life and bullshits

phucking phucked up again!

Finally blogger works again- i couldnt login for a few times..
and my streamyx..back in good condition.. for now..

but MSN is still being ghei.

Had another of those "fights" today with the old woman, she now prefers to be some random person who lives in the same house with the old man and i.

there was one before goin to class in the car, both old man and woman argued over a little issue..then moved on to who's right or wrong.
a typical "couple" fight but they aint no couple.
Divorced but under one roof.

Second fight, the old woman and i. she has bad issues going on and i wont say wtf the fight's about- Some of you who really know me inside out should know, other-you may read my prev prev posts to find out more. (=

i dont wanna sadden my blog with emoness.

but for the "orang kaypos" here's what the old woman of mine said.."you can go and fuck with your boyfriend and get aids etc etc [all sorts of scientific blonde words came out], i took care of you for 20 yrs i waited-i give u food etc etc, what do u give me? HELL. I dont want you in my life already, go! fuck off move out. sleep around-sleep with who you want! who the hell are you in this world. [stomps off to call her fuck buddies and complain + seek sympathy]"

i shall say no more but i did nothing wrong but only go out and have my fun.

i would move out..infact...i'd be darned happy to move out and live with friends/bf..PEOPLE who make me happy instead of frustrated and er..neglected etc..
but not possible yet.

NOTE: if you still dont get wtf im talkin about- read my prev posts. start from the beginning. and if you dont understand my life its ok. i dont either. wtffff.

Yeah some of you may think im stupid to stay and let parents step on my head all the time.
well fuck that for now, if i were to move

How am i gonna survive..as in
HOW will i work?
HOW will i complete my education?
HOW am i going to explain this to the old man? *like he'd even try to understand or give shits lah* but at least he's paying for my edu.
HOW HOW HOW.

I am not malaysian. I do not have a fucking PR. i am under TOA until i grad then my old man has to try to apply for my PR if not i can balik kampung only because if i stay i'll be some alien who invaded Malaysia...and that's gonna cause more havoc.

stingy people here dont let me get the IC i applied when i was like 12..still "pending".

well 4 more semesters to go.
Im waiting.

pfft.