Saturday, September 30, 2006

Mood today: frustrated.

Listening to: Californication-red hot chilli pepps.

Wants: to go out yum cha or go to the beach.
most of all i just want him to bear hug n sleep.

When Will it end [?]


Time to complain. bitch. soar. n squeeze out the lemon.
I watched THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA.
i want to watch it again.
AGAIN..
and..
AGAIN..
yea ok i shattap.


nyeh i came home homeee early today like 1030pm.
Dad came back bout 1130. tis now nearly 12 am. i cant sleep. home alone. nothing Much on tv either.
so here i am blogging.
Dad Came home Red. hot. smelly. sweaty. Then belch and says..

"u just came home ah!?"

me: no. quite some time ago.

Dad: Thought u dont Want HOME anymore. u dont like home.

me:....no?!

dad: hmmp..WHeres your mother?

me: dont know..Dont care..

dad: she's out again iwth her boyfriend la must be. *walks up stairs..straight to shower.*

me: .... *grumbles to self
!@^#$#..shtupid fak.*

and yeah off he goes. out. so home alone..AGAIN!..zz i could've stayed out later. stupid ass.
anyways i dont get both my parents. i never do. never did. never will.
Its kinda funny how my dad has One thought for this minute and then changes his mind the next.
past few days he complains bout me going out too much with "qunling" aka "boyfriend" which he does not know about...YET..i'm anyways not allowed so whatever doesnt matter much now. FOR NOW.
back to the story..
So my dad complains i go out with the "same person". Yesterday i told him i went out with a diff friend. So there! everything was safe. quiet. except my mom kept on calling and calling. it annoyed my guts inside out to bits..not just me. it annoyed my bf too.

yea i know some of u may be thinking
"ur parents love u. they just care for u..u'll miss this in the future blah blah blah" and so on. so forth..but seriously put yourself in my shoes. it seriously. SERIOUSLY..doesnt feel like it. i Know people out there may have far more worse problems what-so-ever..than me but still. They're abit too much. =/
...
My mom would Complain if i didnt pick up her calls [only happens when im out with Bf.]
its like so
FuckTardingWeird.
Then i'd get the naggings from him.
God-knows-WTF-she complained.bitched-about.

Well its basically the same shit over and over. im not bothered to blab more.
it just gets me angry. mad. it drives me bananas..the way my parents are treating me. behaving.
yada yada yada.

*sings..i just wanna live*.

gurgharghblarghaaghghghghfftt.

goodnight.


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