This is where i really glue my watermelon-ed ass to my chair, and really blog.
might be a superbly long post. full of words.
..this is going to be my ranting. my emo-ing...my bladeblabla.
starting now.
I have had it with everything at this moment..I just freaked out as in KABOOM because of a very small matter, and when i say small i mean super-duper small kukubean matter..
i..
could not..
find my goddamned house key..and i asked the boyfriend yesterday to help me ask if his client was available to do a shoot with me for my project.
well it didnt take long to settle that, everything went fine. thought i could now relax for abit.
next day came [which is today]
i got ready. i prepared. waited for the old man to ciao. and had the thought of looking for my key for a double check..i had a bad feeling already but i pushed it aside.
in the end another bag of stress popped. and yes i KABOOM-ed nicely. bangsar had an explosion with my violent acts.
ok im exaggerating.
i was just frustrated because my key kept going missing whenever i have something important to do or to go for.
plus, i called the boyfriend..ok i should start saying Fiance now..i called him. told him. i blew up more ended up shuving my stress on him and it made things worse.
sigh. -___-
so in the end everything's settled [thank goodness]
*is relieved*
well thats only part of my stress. the rest is pure PnC.
i just rather not mention it here.
I need to get away from it all, again relax by the beach and just blah or go running on the treadmill where i can really do my hardcore workout just cardio-ing for two full hours and relaxxxxxx.
[i dont have a treadmill..dammit! T_T]
no way am i doing yoga. =/ looks painful.
Oh and i miss :
Jacqui : i miss your randomness and gilaness and your horny gossips x) koff koff. OUR gossips lah.
Mandy : you another hot woman that i rarely gett o see these days =[ cannot wait for us three to bergila again during dec.
Norain : another of of my best mates..from highschool..i havent seen you for 73463746273463247862387 years..and now you already left for UK. -_- you were supposed to come visit. tsktsk see you whenever that will be =O
This is to The Fiance/boyfriend/otherhalf/my shmelly tootie..
im sorry for all the times i've treated you like shit, i know you never accept my apologies and yet you say you love me more...i just want you to know that although at times i can be a bitch..especially iwth my shit-ass temper, i still love you no matter what. the rest you know already lah...
a promise is a promise. :)
sorry im not a mushy person but yeah. i love you always.
anddd..
end..For now.
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