life and bullshits

Why Do All Good Things Come To An End.

NOTE : emo mode ON.

yes its been awhile since i last had an emo post..
i'm not exactly emo..i think just..down with alot of shits in my life im guess its the bloody stress..but now im having holz so college stres iso ver until the next sem..

So what is it?

The way im being treated by parents and another person..who recently came for a visit until 5th aug..

its one big mess.

hard to explain and NO i shall not bombard my blog with my emo-ness down-ness and what so ever-ness-ess..WHO THE HELL mau baca anyways.

END.

to who this may concern..



i dont care if you read or you dont understand but this is for YOU.

I know the fact that you're here on holiday and you have a tough life back there in Europe, but please respect me a little, even though your just 6 months older than me does not mean you can boss ME around..

It does NOT mean you can boss my parents around..

It does NOT mean you can be the queen and push EVERYONE..

so what the fuck?



I brought you out..
i introduce you to some of my buddies..even my bf..

they try to entertain you..I tried..but i give up.
I have laready tried my best to make you have fun..
and you just fuck it all up.

I BROUGHT YOU CLUBBING LAST NIGHT WITH MY PARENTS for fucks sake..and SINCE i know you LOVE rnb LOATHE hard trance I THOUGHT you'd enjoy and at least show me that you're happy with a smile....but NO..all i got was.."I HATE THIS..I WANNA GO HOME NOW!..IM SO ASHAMED TO HAVE YOU AS MY COUSIN" and more gossips about me to my mom?

well sorry if i CANT SATISFY you, your majesty..diu..

i swear you need to grow up and have patience. LEARN TO.
I never thought you'd be like this, i was expecting smtg more from you as in..More matured.

anyways 9 more days til you're off to Thailand.

i hope you're not as sour as you are here, over there.

just good luck in life.

ps : you're not the only one with problems..WE ALL HAVE PROBLEMS.