life and bullshits

BADASS DAY

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u freaking balls of cow dung...

Mmm..its again one of those shitty assed days where u have fun in the day time and when ur mom calls..everything turns blue black..it all becomes like a friggin pms-ish nightmare thing..

my day started off like that again. again the same bull shit ima crappa here.
everything was at peace in the morning till late evening..My mom called about 728648325753249324623548324 times asking the same bull fucking question..
"where are u? What u doing? when are u comming home?"
i would then say "im out. with bf. i dont know.(repeat)"

i was enjoying my day nicely at my boyfriends place watching dvds n cozed up..jokin around n all..ive never been that happy. im always happy when im out with friends or someone special. if im at home its just me laone..rotting..and yeah thats what my parents LOVE to see. me stayingh ome. rotting in front of the com or my dad would shuv me to the restaurant..let me rot there if i go out til late like 1am? Ive never got the chance to really enjoy life. ive grown up with stupid weirdass parents who dont even know how to take proper care of me since i was a lil kid my parents started fighting about wjether to keep me or not or who's gonna take care of me n all tht. my mom told me i was not meant to be born n all tht crap al ong tym ago. but now when she's in a LOVE HAPPY mood she'll go flutter her ass around me tellin me she loves me n all tht. IM FUCKING 17 years old dammit. and still my parents do not trust me..they still treat me like..i odnno..im their prisoner..???!! i dont know WHAT..or WHY they're treating me l i k e this. i go out to have fun. not sleep around with guys or go clubbing n be a slut/whore n dance shwoing my THONGS in micro minis..or getting drunk n come home puking all over.

anyways after the dvds. 2nd movie. it was already 9 smtg..thyen my mom called AGAIN..i didntb other picking up. i was too annoyed..plus i was busy enjoying myself. >=(
potong stim when she calls.
so then an hour later my dad calls..
"where are u? What u Doing??"
"muyins house. watching dvd"
"u everytime go there, u odnt like HOME anymore izit? u wanna run away izit?"
"no..i dont. wth did i do wrong now?"
"ur mother angry!! You always come home late!! i go home always never see you!"

..WTF MAN! I GO HOME AT 10pm and he's never home til 7 am in the morning!!!
im always left home laone. i'd rather be out late too instead of staying home laone til next morning..=/

"i always go home early. i never see u at home also."
"u odnt do this ah! u wasting my time. my money. u dont go to college anymore. go out and work. i dowan to waste my money on u anymore"
*hangs up*

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so i went home. sour face. toss bag n keys on table..come online..BLOGGING it all OUT..

and yeah until now im STILL pissed off..

i guess thats all i have to blab about..

goodnight.